Showing posts with label confession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confession. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 11, 2020

Some corrections: Why I no longer condemn others or judge them as evil I did before.

Note from Ville Hietanen (Jerome) of ProphecyFilm.com and Against-All-Heresies-And-Errors.blogspot.com

Currently, I (but not my brother of the “prophecyfilm12” mail) have updated many of my old believes to be more in line with Vatican II and I no longer adhere to the position that Vatican II or the Protestants, Muslims, Buddhists or various Traditionalists Groups and Peoples etc. or the various teachings, Saints and adherents to Vatican II (and other canonized by Vatican II) such as Saint Mother Theresa or Saint Pope John Paul II etc. was heretical or damned or not Catholic (or not the Pope) – or that they are unworthy of this title. I have also embraced the sexual views on marriage of Vatican II, and I no longer adhere to the strict interpretations as expressed on this blog and on my other sites. To read more of my views, see this article and this one: https://against-all-heresies-and-errors.blogspot.com/2019/08/why-i-no-longer-reject-vatican-ii-or-the-traditional-priests-or-receiving-sacraments-from-them.html.

I also ask the forgiveness of Presidents Barack Obama and the Bush family and all other people in power or worldly influence who has been slandered by us, and also of Popes John XXIII, Paul VI, John Paul II, Benedict XVI and Francis I and everyone else, whether Buddhist or Protestant, such as Benny Hinn and other Protestant preachers, who has been slandered and judged heretics in our articles and crazy conspiracy theories that judges many in power or religion as being evil or as being part of some evil conspiracy out to enslave mankind through evil means, since this was obviously wrong (as I also understood when I saw videos of their good example and kindness to other human beings, such as just recently with Barack Obama here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmBYuEUBsKo) and since I have come to understand better that we must not judge others! Yet, before this and when I was more of a judger, I had no scruple to give other people watching our material the impression that people in power were perhaps evil or part of some evil conspiracy for the only "crime" of making a handsign! And I am really sorry for this and for all the bad examples we have made!

Why have I changed position? That is simply because the law of conscience is true, and because damnation is something evil, and because the Vatican II Catholic Church and the World (secular people, Freemasons, the Illuminati, Albert Pike etc. who all of them also have been judged evilly by me, and I am sorry for this) are more open to the Law of Conscience and Universal Salvation, whereas the pre-Vatican II Church was not!

In fact, as the crazy conspiracy theories goes, Vatican II was even created in part because of the actions and deeds of the Freemasons etc.!, and so they did a good thing for changing the world to become better with their good thoughts of desiring and wishing Universal Peace, Love, Brotherhood and Understanding amongst all peoples and all countries – instead of there being separation, hate or unworthy feelings for others that repressing and evil teachings such as “that only Catholics or Christians can be saved”, creates in people! And to prove the point to you, I will ask you this: How often have you yourself perhaps personally, as a Christian (or other religious), judged your fellow human brothers and sisters as not being saved or that they will be damned, or even, as not being worthy of being saved, only because he or she was a Muslim, a Buddhist, a Catholic, a Protestant or even a Sinner, such as a Gay or Homosexual?

Forgive me, I too have judged and condemned you before, but not anymore and from now on I will judge you based on the moral life you lead and if you actually love and do good to your loved ones, neighbours and strangers since it is in this where true love and goodness is shown in people, and not in whether they are Catholics, or Muslims, or even Gay since homosexual people also can truly love others and be completely unselfish, even if they are not accepted by every Christian or religious person for their lifestyle, sadly; and instead of being given love, understanding and acceptance for who they are, they are given hate, rejection and even nonacceptance even if they hate no one and are good persons spreading love, and this behavior will of course only breed more hate, contention and ill feelings not only in us if we keep fighting with them, but also in our beloved homosexual brothers and sisters that are human beings with feelings too that needs to be respected!

Now, as we can see, if one actually believes in this logic or follows this faith and reasoning in life of condemning and judging others based on mere faith instead of actual evil acts, then one is not actually believing in Universal Brotherhood and Sisterhood amongst our respective halves (our fellow human beings that does not yet share the same faith, beliefs or lifestyles as we do), but one is rather believing in and following repression and seclusion and of providing an ultimate good (such as eternal salvation) only for one's own – and that is clearly wrong! And that is why I admire all the good now that every human being does for our fellow human brothers and sisters, whoever they are or whatever groups they are, such as the Vatican II, the World, the Catholics and Christians, Muslims, Buddhists and Jews, believers and unbelievers alike, even Antichrists and every other Religious peoples and groups and even Gays and the Freemasons, for all the good they do and believe in, who follow their conscience by loving everyone and unifying everyone into one similar and likeworthy family, so that we all may be friends and love each other and see each other in the next life instead of being separated, as sadly was formerly taught and believed in by the majority if people both in and outside the Church!

For more information on this topic and why I have changed position, and why damnation is evil and why the Vatican II Church teaches something good with being more open to universal salvation and the law of conscience, see these posts (please see both of them, they are very important):

https://against-all-heresies-and-errors.blogspot.com/2019/08/why-i-no-longer-reject-vatican-ii-or-the-traditional-priests-or-receiving-sacraments-from-them.html

https://against-all-heresies-and-errors.blogspot.com/2019/05/q-why-damnation-and-eternal-torments-is-evil.html

Simply said, salvation for everyone is something infinitely desirable and endlessly good, whereas eternal damnation in torments and fire is the most evil thing that could ever be imagined, and it is stupid to believe (and just silently accept) that our fellow human beings must be damned simply because they held a different faith, or simply because God wills it, or only because they failed in their life. That is why I admire Vatican II now, since they have distanced themselves from repressing and evil teachings like an eternal Hell with torments and fire for our beloved fellow human brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers, children and neighbours etc! and now, instead of focusing on unforgiveness and damnation, the Catholic Church (which is the Church of God) focuses on love, unity, forgiveness, hope and salvation for everyone – which is an eternal true and endlessly good doctrine, since it follows true justice and our conscience which wills eternal good towards everyone and not only towards ones own, even ones enemies, that they may become good so that we may be able to love each other and become best friends.

Friday, August 16, 2019

Why I no Longer Reject Vatican II and the Traditional Catholic Priests or Receiving Sacraments from Them (On Baptism of Desire, Baptism of Blood, Natural Family Planning, Una Cum etc.)

As for over the last two years, I have changed many of my old positions and do no longer adhere to the strict interpretation as expressed in many of our old articles. Now I follow the Doctors, Saints and Theologians of the Church, my conscience, and the teaching of St. Alphonsus, which teaches us that it is the law of conscience that determines whether an uncertain action is lawful or not. Therefore, if you feel good in your conscience about approaching this or that priest for Mass or the Sacraments (even a Vatican II priest) then you can do so. Therefore, if a position is uncertain or unclear to you (such as Baptism of Desire or Blood), do what you think is right according to your conscience. No one can force you to embrace an uncertain position under pain of sin, and therefore, do not worry about approaching a priest you feel good about approaching, if you feel you need to receive the consolations of Mass and the Sacraments from this priest.

Please read this article, which more fully explains the situation to another questioner:


Even though I said in this article (above) that the Vatican II priests are not validly ordained and hence not real priests, I in fact am not sure that this is the case anymore. Therefore, you may have a different opinion, or you may share this position. Many in the traditional camp have varied positions on this topic, and no one can force the other to accept his or her position under pain of sin. Therefore, follow your conscience and do what you think is right.

So the the question as to where you should go to mass I answer: Go to any mass or priest that you feel good about approaching according to your conscience. If you feel it is right to go to this or that mass and receive the sacraments from this or that priest, then do so. Your conscience is clean, and that is all that matters.

I also do no longer adhere to the position that Vatican II or the Protestants, Muslims, Buddhists or various Traditionalists Groups and Peoples etc. are heretical or damned, or that the various teachings, Saints and adherents to Vatican II (and other canonized by Vatican II) such as Saint Mother Theresa or Saint Pope John Paul II was heretical or damned or not Catholic (or not the Pope) – or that they are unworthy of this title. Why have I changed position? That is simply because the law of conscience is true, and because damnation is something evil, and because Vatican II is more open to the law of conscience and universal salvation, whereas the pre-Vatican II Church was not.

For more information on this topic and why I have changed position, and why damnation is evil and why the Vatican II Church teaches something good with being more open to universal salvation and the law of conscience, see these posts (please see both of them, they are really important):

https://against-all-heresies-and-errors.blogspot.com/2019/05/q-why-damnation-and-eternal-torments-is-evil.html

Simply said, salvation for everyone is something infinitely desirable and endlessly good, whereas eternal damnation in torments and fire is the most evil thing that could ever be imagined, and it is stupid to believe (and just silently accept) that our fellow human beings must be damned simply because they held a different faith, or simply because God wills it, or only because they failed in their life. That is why I admire Vatican II now, since they have distanced themselves from repressing and evil teachings like an eternal Hell with torments and fire for our fellow human brothers, sisters, fathers, mothers, children and neighbours! and now, they (the Church), instead of focusing on unforgiveness and damnation, the Catholic Church (which is the Church of God) focuses on forgiveness, hope and salvation for everyone – which is an eternal true and endlessly good doctrine, since it follows true justice and our conscience which wills eternal good towards everyone (even ones enemies, that they may become good so that we may be able to love each other and become best friends), and not only towards ones own.

Concerning our "Various Traditional Catholic Issues and Groups Exposed" topic. This was the expression of my old beliefs, but is also the still current beliefs of my other old co-worker (or co-owner of the websites) that I have come to distance myself from. Even though the owner of the "prophecyfilm12" mail address still espouses those same views (the strict and old) I do not, and I would tell you that they (the Traditional and Vatican II Catholic groups and people we formerly condemned) are Catholics (i.e., those who believe in Baptism of Desire and Blood, NFP, Una Cum and Pope Francis etc.) and that they can be approached for the Sacraments and Mass if you feel good about doing so and you believe this is the right and Catholic choice.

One will simply not become a heretic for embracing (even obstinately) Baptism of Desire or Blood when Saints and even Popes and the Church tacitly approves of it and even formally approves of it in its teachings (such as in Code of Canon Laws and Catechisms and Theological Manuals and Books). So the Church teaches Baptism of Desire and Blood (but not perhaps dogmatically in the sense MHFM and others would like to have it), but we are heretics for believing in it? No, that is not true. If Pope Pius XII could believe in and teach Baptism of Desire and even NFP (which he did) then so can we. And it does not matter if we "know better" or have "been corrected" by others, such as by groups as ourselves or Most Holy Family Monastery, – for we are entitled to our own opinion on this matter if we desire to adhere to the teachings of the Saints and Pope Pius XII who all taught Baptism of Desire. Only when the Church has formally condemned Baptism of Desire and Blood or NFP (and such like controversial topics) and not given any more room for doubt, would it be unlawful to embrace those positions (unless, of course, you have a valid reason to doubt or deny those teachings, such as the teaching on Hell, which is an evil teaching and an evil thing). But has this happened? Has Popes really condemned Baptism of Desire or Natural Family Planning in name so that there are no arguments among Catholics about what is the truth? No, they have not! Why else all the arguments and differences in opinions? Popes such as Pius XII even spoke of BOD and NFP or Rhythm as Doctrine. So what does it tell us? That the Pope did not view the quotes as we (as in my old views) or MHFM does. It is easy to take a dogma or encyclical and just interpret it 100% strict and even dismiss all Saints and Theologians of the Church, but it is not wise to do so. When all the Theologians and Doctors of the Church teach Baptism of Desire and Blood, then we need to listen. If none of them interprets the dogmas as we or MHFM does, then we are free to accept their explanations and reject that of others. And it does not matter how "convincing" MHFM or anyone else is or however much they condemn you, – if you are uncertain (and you have a right to be and to remain uncertain, for the Church does not teach that you must accept the explanations of random people or be guilty of mortal sin) and if your conscience feel good about adhering to Baptism of Blood or Desire (both of which are doctrines which the Church approved theologians teaches), then you are free to adhere to their explanations. I suppose even you see the logic and reason in this position, i.e, that you are free to embrace the approved theologians' position on any topic that your conscience agrees with, and reject the position (or feel uncertain about without incurring sin) the position of non-approved sources, until the Church has formally and undeniably settled this matter.

If Thomas Aquinas (approved Saint and Doctor of the Church) could be saved believing in Baptism of Desire, then so can you, even if we or MHFM condemns you, since you are entitled to be unsure when the Church seems to contradict Herself by both teaching and condemning it, – if you now believe the doctrine could be condemned. Otherwise, the true explanation is that Baptism of Desire is not condemned, and that MHFM and others are over-interpreting the encyclicals and councils.

In conclusion: On topics that are uncertain and unsettled or sensitive (such as Mass or the Sacraments) follow your conscience and ask the advice of others, such as priests and friends, and do not only strictly follow the strict interpretations of online theologians (or the so-called "the only ones you can trust") that often over-interprets things and "only follow their own ways" to the rejection of everyone else, even if they are Popes, Priests, Monks, Approved Theologians, Catechisms or even Code of Canon Laws.

You have a right to be uncertain and to adhere to something that you believe is true (such as the approved sources). Therefore, do not worry about going to a specific Priest or Mass if you desire to do this, or to adhere to this or that teaching if you feel more comfortable in embracing it according to your beliefs and conscience. For if your conscience is clean on this topic, then you are acting right and even do a good thing, since you follow justice and honesty.

Wednesday, February 28, 2018

CONTRITION: The Golden Key of Paradise

I recommend all my readers to read this little booklet in order to learn the secret of contrition that might very well save your soul from damnation. As one Amazon commentator put it: "I found this little pamphlet to be the greatest little pamphlet, second only to Holy Scripture!!! Absolutely astounding! Fantastic manual on how to go to confession and properly dispose yourself. A must read for every person that knows they will one day pass away."

INTRODUCTION

At first sight of this little book, that bears the high-sounding title of 'The Golden Key of Paradise,' perhaps, dear reader, you will be somewhat curious to know whether its contents are as good as its title. Perhaps you are inclined to shrug your shoulders and feel as you do when you see advertised marvelous and infallible cures for all the ills that flesh is heir to.

No, be not deceived; this is a genuine key, and one you can easily manipulate. It is Perfect Contrition, which for the forty centuries before the coming of Christ was the only means of salvation for all those who had committed sin, and which even now is destined to save myriads of souls. Look at its marvelous power. It can open Heaven every day, and every moment of each day. Especially is it efficacious if at the moment of death you cannot have at your side the priest, the dispenser of the divine mercies, an absence unfortunately only too common nowadays, on account of the number of sudden deaths. In this case Perfect Contrition will he the last key which, with the grace of God, will open Heaven to you. But it is necessary to learn during life how to use this key at the moment of death. How many souls that otherwise would have been lost for all eternity have, by means of an Act of True Contrition, opened Paradise for themselves. The learned and holy Cardinal Franzehin said 'If I could wander through the country preaching the Word of God, my favourite theme would be Perfect Contrition. Golden words, dear reader, with which I fully agree; adding, however, that I would wish to do the same from the pulpits in the cities, where the occasions of sin are greater and the dangers to one's soul are innumerable.
PREFACE TO THE ITALIAN TRANSLATION

THE Author, by a happy inspiration called this little book 'The Golden Key of Paradise.' And, in fact, our true home, yours and mine, and of everybody else, is Heaven. This world in which we now live is not our true home. So true is this that, sooner or later, Death will drive us hence and send us to that Home Eternal. Now, in order to enter into the home of true and everlasting happiness, Heaven, we need a key with which to open the door. And in this little book you will find that key—a key of purest gold, fashioned by a zealous priest from the teachings of the Gospel and of the Catholic Church. This key is called Perfect Contrition.

Now, if Perfect Contrition is the Key to Heaven, it naturally follows that everybody should possess one, and know how to use it. And so, whoever you may be, or whatever may be your condition and state in life, this book is written specially for you.

Are you a priest? This pamphlet will call to your mind beautiful practical truths, the importance of which you may never have considered, and as you turn over these pages you will feel constrained to impart to your flock the wonderful knowledge that is yours.

Are you in a religious community? What peace can you not procure for yourself by frequently using this key.

Are you the father or mother of a family? Then accept this precious key to open the Gates of Heaven for yourself; and leave it as an heirloom to your children; they will thank you for it for all eternity.

Are you a teacher? Teach your charges the frequent use of this mystical key. Some day they will appreciate it.

Whatever you are, learn to use this golden key, and, should any of the thousand disasters so frequent nowadays overtake you, you have at hand the means of saving your soul.

Are you a good Catholic? Use this key frequently, for it led the saints to the apex of sanctity.

Are you a sinner? This key is made specially for you, for it shows you how to reopen the gates that you have closed by sin. I will go even further. Are you a heretic, an infidel in good faith, or one who, knowing his error, is now at death's door, and has no time to embrace the True Faith or reconcile himself with God? Fortunate are you if this golden key should have come into your hands. It can save you from Hell and open Heaven for you. Fly, fly then, little book, like a butterfly with golden wings, enter into the houses of the rich and of the poor; go into the schools and workshops; fly over mountains and plains, over land and sea; find your way into the steamers and trains; penetrate the mines; ascend to the aeroplane in the clouds; where ever sin and death may be, there bring the light and consolation that are contained in your modest pages.


Key to Heaven : What is Perfect Contrition?

FIRST of all, what is contrition? Later on we will see about that word 'perfect.' Contrition is a grief of the soul, a detestation of sin committed. It must be accompanied by a firm resolution of amending one's life and of sinning no more.


The Soul's Sorrow

Now, for real contrition, three conditions are necessary—it must be internal, universal, and supernatural. (a) It must be internal or inward. It must come from the depths of the heart, and does not consist of acts pronounced by the lips without reflection or thought. It is not necessary to manifest our sorrow by sighs and tears. These may be signs of contrition, but they are not essential or necessary parts of it. Contrition rests in the soul and in the firm resolution of leaving our sin and returning to God.

(b) Our contrition must be universal—i.e., it must be extended to all the sins, at least to all the mortal sins, that we have committed.

(c) Lastly, it must be supernatural, which means that it must be founded on some motive of faith—e.g., on Hell, on Purgatory, on Heaven, on God, or on some similar motive. Our contrition would be natural, and thereby useless, if it were founded on some purely natural motive of interest or reason—as, for example, if we were sorry because our sins brought us some illness or dishonour or pecuniary loss. But if our sorrow is founded on some truth of our Faith—for example, the loss of Heaven or the fear of Hell—it is supernatural and meritorious.

Now, supernatural contrition may be either imperfect or perfect; and here we return to Perfect Contrition. Contrition is imperfect when we are sorry through fear of God. It is perfect when we are sorry through love of Him. In the first case we are sorry for having offended God because we fear His just anger and punishment; in the second case, we are sorry because sin offends God, Who is so infinitely good and lovable.

Perfect Contrition springs from the perfect love of God, and our love for God is perfect when we love Him because He is infinitely perfect, infinitely beautiful, infinitely good in Himself, or because, by His innumerable gifts to us, He has shown His love for us. On the other hand, our love for God is imperfect when we love Him because we hope for some benefit from Him. But should this something be Himself in so much as He is our Supreme Good, then this would be perfect love.

From this you will clearly see that when our love is imperfect we think principally of ourselves, of the benefits we have received; whereas, if it is perfect, we think principally of God—of the goodness of Him Who enriches us with His benefits. When our love is imperfect we love the gifts we have received; when it is perfect we love the Giver of these gifts, not so much for the gifts He gives as for the love and goodness that these gifts manifest in Him.


Sorrow Comes from Love

Now, sorrow or contrition springs from love, and so it follows that our contrition will be perfect when we repent of our sins through the perfect love of God—i.e., when we repent, because by sinning we offend God, Who is infinitely good and perfect and beautiful in Himself, and Who loves us so much. Our contrition will be imperfect if we repent through fear of God, because by sinning we have lost Heaven or merited the pains of Purgatory or Hell. When our sorrow is imperfect we think above all about ourselves, and of the punishment that our sins will bring on us in the next life in much the same way as a child is sorry for some fault because it fears a thrashing. With perfect contrition we think principally about God, about His greatness, His goodness, His beauty, His Love, all of which attributes we offend in sinning, and for which sins the God-Man, our Adorable Saviour, suffered so much. It is like a child repenting of a fault because it has grieved its parents, who are so good and loving, and have done so much for it. One other little example will help to explain all this much better. After St. Peter denied his Divine Master he thought of his sin, and, 'going out, wept bitterly.' Why did he weep? Perhaps for the shame he would feel in front of the other Apostles? If this was the reason, then his sorrow was purely natural and without merit for Heaven. Perhaps he feared being deprived of his dignity as an Apostle and Prince of the Apostles, or perhaps he feared losing Heaven. These certainly would be worthy motives, but still his sorrow would be imperfect. No, No! Peter wept and repented because he had offended his beloved Master, Who was so good, so holy, so worthy of his love; he wept because he had repaid that love with the blackest ingratitude, and, as a consequence, his contrition was perfect, his sin was forgiven. With this golden key he had again reopened the doors of Heaven, which he had closed a moment before by his triple denial. And, dear reader, have you not as much reason to detest your own sins? Certainly. The benefits you have received are more numerous than the hairs on your head, and for each of these gifts you should exclaim with St. John, 'Let us love God Who has first loved us.'


The Love of God

And how has God loved us? 'I have loved you,' He says, 'with an eternal love. I have had pity on you and drawn you to Myself.' (Jer. xxxi., 3.) So He has loved us with an eternal love. Right from eternity, before you were born—aye, even before this world was made or the angels themselves were created. He turned towards you one of those loving looks that pierce the very heart; for you He created the heavens and the earth, for you He prepared a body and a soul with all the tenderness of a mother preparing for the coming of her child. It is God Who gave you life and keeps you in life; it is He Who from day to day gives you all those natural goods that you enjoy. Such a thought should be sufficient to induce the very pagans to the perfect love of God. But how much more reason have not you, a Christian, a Catholic, to love Him with a perfect love—you who experience a signal proof of His goodness and love, for 'He has pity on you'? You, in consequence of the fall of our First Parents, were condemned with the rest of mankind, but your Heavenly Father sent His only Son to be your Saviour and to redeem you with His Precious Blood. During His Agony in the Garden He thought of you. He thought of you as His Blood flowed from the wounds caused by the cruel scourges and crown of thorns. It was of you He thought as He laboured under the heavy Cross up the hill of Calvary. It was of you He thought and for you He suffered as He expired in shame and agony on the Cross. Yes, He thought of you with as tender a love as if you were the only person in the world, so that you can truly say with St. Paul, 'He loved me and gave Himself up to death for me.' What conclusion can you draw from all this? This, and this only—'Let us love God who has first loved us.'

Besides, God drew you to Himself by Baptism, the first and most important grace in this life, and by the Church into whose bosom you were then admitted. How many there are who find the True Church only after trials and sacrifices of every kind! How many, again, who never know it! But through the love and mercy of Almighty God you were endowed with the gift of the True Faith in your cradle. He continues to draw you to Himself by means of the Sacraments and of innumerable other graces, both internal and external. You are, as it were, submerged in an ocean—in the ocean of divine love and mercy. Not satisfied with all these proofs of His love, He wishes to crown all these favours by placing you in Heaven, near to Himself, where you will be eternally happy. What return can you make for all this love? Nothing but love can repay love, and so do not all these proofs of His infinite love force us to love Him and to exclaim with St. Paul, 'Caritas Christi urget nos'? The love of Christ constrains us to love Him in return.

Now, let us examine a little. How have you corresponded to the love of a God so loving and so lovable? Undoubtedly, with ingratitude and sin. But do you not now repent of such ingratitude? Ah! I have no doubt but that at this moment your heart burns with a desire of repairing such ingratitude by means of a whole-hearted love. If such is the case, then at this very moment you have Perfect Contrition—that contrition, viz., that is founded on the love of God and is called Perfect Contrition, or Contrition of Love.

But this contrition may be of a still higher degree and consist in loving God simply because He is infinitely perfect, infinitely glorious, and worthy of being loved above every other thing, independent of His mercies towards us. Let us make a comparison. Astronomers tell us that in the firmament there are stars as large and as brilliant as the sun, but so far away that they are invisible to the naked eye. Now, though these stars give us neither light nor warmth, are they not as worthy of our admiration as the sun itself? And suppose, now, that man had never experienced any benefits from that eternal Star—the Love of God; suppose that Almighty God had not created the earth or any living creature; He would not on this account be any less wise, less grand, less beautiful, less glorious, less worthy of love, because in Himself and through Himself He is the Supreme Good. This is what we mean when we recite the words, 'I detest my sins above every other evil because they displease Thee, my God, Who for Thine infinite goodness art so deserving of all my love.' Reflect for a moment on the love of God—above all, think of the manifestation of this love in the sufferings of Our Divine Saviour. By this means you will easily understand it, and, like a fiery dart, it will pierce and inflame your heart. Behold the practical way of exciting yourself to Perfect Contrition.

It is related in the life of the Curé d'Ars that on one occasion a lady, a perfect stranger to him, asked him to pray for her husband, a careless Catholic, who had just died suddenly and without receiving the Sacraments. 'He was so careless, Father,' she said, weeping; 'he did not go to his duties, and whatever will become of him?' 'Madam,' replied the saintly priest, 'do you not remember the bouquet of flowers be picked every Saturday to decorate Our Lady's altar? In return Our Blessed Lady obtained for him the grace to make an act of Perfect Contrition before dying, and he is saved.' The Curé had never before seen that lady, nor did he know her husband, but it was a fact that every Saturday he picked that bunch of flowers. Our Lady, in return for that very small token of love he showed her, placed in his hands at that supreme moment the Golden Key of Paradise.


II. HOW TO OBTAIN PERFECT CONTRITION

First of all, we must bear in mind that Perfect Contrition is a grace—a great grace—from God. We should therefore constantly pray for it. Ask for it, not only when you wish to make an Act of Contrition, but often during the day. It should be the object of your most ardent desires. Repeat often, 'My God! give me perfect sorrow for my sins.' And if you sincerely mean what you say, Our Lord will hear your prayer.


Before the Crucifix

Besides this, here is an easy way of making an Act of Contrition. Kneel down before a crucifix in a church or in your room, or, if you cannot do this, imagine yourself to be in the presence of Jesus Christ, and, while looking at His wounds, think for a few moments, and then repeat these or similar words, 
'Who is This nailed to a Cross? It is Jesus—my God and Saviour. And see how He suffers! His Body covered with wounds and blood; His Soul submerged in anguish and humiliations. Why does He suffer? For the sins of mankind, and so for mine also. In the abyss of His torments He is thinking of me. He is suffering for me. He is making reparation for my sins. 'Remain there at the foot of the Cross while the Blood of your Saviour falls drop by drop on your soul. Ask yourself how you have corresponded with these proofs of love. Call to mind your past sins, and, forgetting for a moment both Heaven and Hell, repent because your sins have reduced your Saviour to so pitiable a state. Promise Him that you will not crucify Him again, and then slowly and fervently repeat the Act of Contrition. Better still, repeat those words of sorrow that will spontaneously rise up in your heart, now softened by grace and filled with a holy bitterness.

Three Visits

It will not be out of place to call to mind here what St. Charles Borromeo taught his penitents when they went to Confession. 'Do you wish,' he used to say, 'to know an easy way of exciting yourselves to true sorrow for your sins? Make three little visits—the first above, the second below, the third in the middle. Your visit up above will show you Paradise, which you have renounced for some empty pleasure, for some sinful thought, or word or act. The displeasure that will arise in your heart at the thought of this loss will be good attrition, or imperfect contrition, and in Confession will suffice to wash away your sins.

'Your visit below will show you that frightful place in which you would be now if God had exercised His justice—that place where you would for ever suffer the torment of fire, far from your true home, which is Heaven. The sorrow arising from this consideration is also excellent, and sufficient in Confession.

'Your third visit will show you Christ crucified and dying for you on Calvary amid pains and insults of every description. The knowledge that the Crucified One is Infinite Goodness Itself, your greatest Benefactor, Whom, instead of loving, you have insulted and crucified, will awaken in your heart sentiments of love and sorrow that will wipe away your sins even before you enter the confessional.'

Dear reader, remember these three visits of St. Charles, not only when you go to Confession, but each time you wish to excite yourself to Perfect Contrition.


III. IS IT DIFFICULT TO MAKE AN ACT OF PERFECT CONTRITION? 

No doubt, it is more difficult to make an act of Perfect Contrition than an Imperfect one, which suffices when we go to Confession. But still, there is no one who, if he sincerely wishes it, cannot, with the grace of God, make an act of Perfect Contrition. Sorrow is in the will, not in the senses or feelings. All that is needed is that we repent because we love God above everything else; that is all. True it is that Perfect Contrition has its degrees, but it is none the less perfect because it does not reach the intensity and sublimity of the sorrow of St. Peter, of St. Mary Magdalene, or of St. Aloysius. Such a degree is very desirable, but is by no means necessary. A lesser degree, but, provided it proceeds from the love of God, and not through fear of His punishments, is quite sufficient. And it is very consoling to remember that for the 4000 years before the coming of Christ the only means sinners had of obtaining pardon was this same Perfect Contrition. There was no Sacrament of Penance in those days. Even today for thousands—aye, for millions—of pagans, of non-Catholics, and of Catholics, too, who have no time to call a priest to their bedside, the only means of pardon and salvation is an act of Perfect Contrition [and conversion].

Now, if it is true that God does not wish the death of a sinner, it follows that He does not wish to impose on His creatures a contrition or sorrow beyond their powers, but one that is within the reach of everyone. And so, if millions of poor creatures who, through no fault of their own, live and die outside the True Fold, if these can obtain the grace of Perfect Contrition [non-Catholics must be converted to the true faith and baptized before their death in order to attain salvation, and this is possible before death by a special grace of infused faith and knowledge of the mysteries necessary to be believed for salvation], do you imagine, dear reader, that it will be difficult for you—you who enjoy the happiness of being a Christian and a Catholic, and so are capable of receiving much greater graces than they—you who are far better instructed in things divine than the poor infidels are?

But I dare to go even further. Often, very often, without even thinking of it, you have Perfect Contrition for your sins. For example, when you hear Mass devoutly or make the Stations of the Cross properly; when you reflect before your crucifix or an image of the Sacred Heart. What is more, every time you say the 'Our Father,' in the first three petitions you make three acts of perfect charity, each of which is sufficient to cancel every sin from your soul.

Very often, a few words suffice to express the most ardent love and the most profound sorrow—for instance, the little ejaculations, 'My Jesus, mercy,' 'My God and my All,' 'My God, I love Thee above all things,' 'My God, have mercy on me, a poor sinner.' Aided by the grace of God (and God has promised to give to all who ask), it is by no means difficult to make an Act of Contrition. Take the case of David, who for one curious look fell into the sin of adultery, and then of murder. Having committed these sins, he lived on quite unconcerned about the state of his soul till the prophet Nathan came to reprove him. And this reproach induced David to make an act of Perfect Contrition in a few words, 'Pec-cavi Domino' ('I have sinned against the Lord'). So efficacious was his contrition that the prophet, inspired by God, exclaimed, 'The Lord has forgiven you.'

Take, again, the case of Mary Magdalen—a public sinner. She did not even say one word, but simply wept at the Feet of Jesus. Jesus saw the sorrow in her heart, and, turning to her, said: 'Woman! because thou hast loved much thy sins are forgiven thee.' See, then, how little is needed—only to love God above everything. And love demands neither time nor trouble; it suffices to think of Jesus crucified, for it is impossible then not to love Him, and to be sorry for the sins by which we have crucified Him.

Remember the good thief—a robber condemned to death—and yet for those few words spoken from his heart, 'Lord, remember me when Thou shalt come into Thy Kingdom,' he was immediately promised Heaven by Christ Himself: 'Today, thou shalt be with Me in Paradise.'

Lastly, look at St. Peter, who denied his Master three times. Jesus looked at him; Peter said not a single word, but, 'going out, wept bitterly.' He was forgiven; he was chosen by Christ to be His first successor on earth—the Prince of the Apostles—and to-day is one of the most glorious saints in Heaven.

Dear readers, should we ever have the misfortune to offend God, let us give a look at the tabernacle where Jesus is palpitating with love for us, or let us think of Calvary. Our hearts will be touched. We will repent. We shall be forgiven and saved.


IV. THE EFFECTS OF PERFECT CONTRITION

Forgiveness Even Before Confession

Suppose the person before he makes an act of Perfect Contrition is in the state of mortal sin. Immediately, before even he goes to Confession—so long as he has the intention of going when opportunity offers—all his sins are forgiven. Not only is the eternal punishment of Hell remitted, but all his merits, which he had lost by sinning, are again restored to him. And if the person making this Act of Contrition is in the state of grace, his soul is strengthened against future temptations, his venial sins are forgiven, his purgatory is lessened, and the love of God increases in his soul. Behold the wonderful effects of the mercy of God produced in the soul of the Christian, and even in that of the pagan in good faith, by an act of Perfect Contrition.


Contrition Does Not Dispense With Confession

Perhaps in reading this you will be surprised and inclined to say, 'I can well understand that at the moment of death we should ask for the grace of Perfect Contrition, and that at that supreme moment it produces these wonderful effects, but I can scarcely credit that it has this power at all times, and when we are well and strong.' And yet all this is perfectly true; it is as solid as the Rock on which the Church is built. In short, it is as certain as the Word of God. In the Council of Trent, the Church, under the assistance of the Holy Ghost, declared 'that Perfect Contrition—i.e., that which proceeds from the love of God—justifies man and reconciles him with God even before the reception of the Sacrament of Penance.' Of course, it is understood that such a person, if a Catholic, has at least the implicit intention of going to Confession. Now, the Council of Trent says nothing about the moment of death—it makes no distinction of time or circumstances, and so always and at any moment during life this golden key opens the gates of Paradise. This declaration of Holy Church is simply the explanation of those words of Our Divine Saviour, 'If anyone loves Me' (and no one can love Him without being sorry for having offended Him)—'if anyone loves Me, My Father will love Him, and We will come and dwell in him.' Now, since God cannot dwell in a soul stained with mortal sin, it follows that Perfect Contrition, or the Contrition of Charity, as it is called, banishes sin from the soul.

Such has always been the teaching of the Church, and when a heretic denied it he was condemned by Rome. If, as we have already seen, Perfect Contrition produced these wonderful effects in the Old Law— the Law of Fear and Justice—with what greater reason should it not do so in the New Law—the Law of Mercy and Love?

But, seeing how efficacious Perfect Contrition is, seeing how it cleanses the soul even before Confession, you may be inclined to say, 'Why, then, go to Confession at all? Was not Confession instituted by Jesus Christ for the remission of sins? And if Perfect Contrition remits sin even before Confession, where is the necessity of Confession?' This objection or difficulty is answered in the Catechism: 'If we fall into sin we should make an Act of Contrition and go to Confession as soon as we can.' And the reason is because, though Perfect Contrition produces the same effects as Confession, it does not do so independently of Confession. Confession is the ordinary means instituted by Christ for the forgiveness of sin, and Perfect Contrition supposes the intention of confessing those sins already forgiven by this Act of Contrition. Without this intention an Act of Contrition would not remit a single mortal sin. Should a person afterwards neglect to go to Confession, at least within the year, he would commit a mortal sin by wilfully disobeying one of the Commandments of the Church. So, bear in mind that in order to make a good Act of Contrition we must have the intention of going to Confession. But when? Must one go at the first opportunity? Strictly speaking, no; since we are obliged to go but once a year, except in special circumstances—as, for instance, when we wish to receive Holy Communion. However, all theologians vividly exhort us to go as soon as possible, and for several reasons. We are more certain then that our sins are forgiven, for our contrition may not have been perfect. We thus enjoy greater peace of conscience, and we enrich our souls with the precious graces annexed to the Sacrament of Penance. When, for instance, you meet with an accident and injure, say, your hand or foot, what do you do? You immediately apply such home remedies as you know of, and then call the doctor at the first opportunity, for his prescriptions, you know, are authentic. And you should do the same for an injury to your soul—immediately say an Act of Contrition, which is the home remedy, and then, as soon as possible, have recourse to your spiritual doctor, who is your Confessor.

Again, someone might be inclined to say, 'Since it is so easy to obtain pardon by means of an Act of Perfect Contrition, I need not worry any more. I can sin without scruple, and then simply make an Act of Contrition, and all will be well.' Dear reader, anyone who would reason in this way would not have the shadow of sorrow. How could he say he loved God above everything when he intends to offend Him without scruple? When one is really sorry for having done something he is resolved never to do it again. It may happen, and often does happen, that after one has sincerely repented of a sin, he is tempted again, and again falls into the same sin. This is quite a different thing. His contrition was good, because at the moment his resolution was sincere; but later, under a fresh temptation, he unfortunately fell again. All he can do is to repent once more, and resolve more firmly than ever to be more vigilant in the future.

Perfect Contrition is a great help to all those who sincerely wish to keep in the state of grace—to all those who, in spite of good intentions, through frailty, fall from time to time into mortal sin. But should anyone wish to abuse it as a means of sinning more freely, for him, instead of being a divine remedy, it would turn into an infernal poison.

St. Augustine is the model of Perfect Contrition. Having spent a sinful youth and early manhood, he repented, and in his Confessions says: 'Too late, oh Eternal Goodness! have I learned to know You, but for the future I will love You, I will never again offend You.' See how he coupled with his sorrow the resolution of sinning no more.


V. WHY IS PERFECT CONTRITION SO IMPORTANT, AND, AT TIMES, EVEN NECESSARY?

It is important during life, and especially at the moment of death, for the following reasons:—

Friends of God

What greater happiness can we wish for in this life than to be in the state of sanctifying grace? It is this which beautifies the soul, which makes it a child of God and an heir to Heaven. It converts every good work and every suffering patiently borne into acts of merit. It is, as it were, a magic wand, converting everything into heavenly gold. On the other hand, what more unfortunate being is there than a person in mortal sin? All his past merits are lost, his soul is in danger of hell, all his good works, all his sufferings, even his prayers, are without the least merit for Eternity. How important, then, to be in the state of grace. And if a person does fall from this state, how can he again acquire it? There are two means—Confession and Perfect Contrition. Confession is the ordinary means, but as it is sometimes very difficult, and even impossible, to go to Confession, Almighty God, in His Goodness, has given us an extraordinary means, which is Perfect Contrition.

Suppose, which God forbid, that someday you have the misfortune of committing a mortal sin. After the distractions of the day, when you are at home in the quiet of the evening, your conscience will begin to trouble you, you will begin to feel ill at ease, and perhaps frightened, and with very good reason, too. What are you to do? God places in your hands the golden key that will reopen for you the Gates of Heaven that you closed during the day. Make an Act of Contrition from the motive of the love of God; resolve to sin no more, and to go to Confession when you can; then go peacefully to bed. You are at peace with God, and if you die during the night you will be saved.

On the contrary, how pitiable is the state of the man who is ignorant of Perfect Contrition! He goes to bed at night and rises in the morning an enemy of God; he continues in this fearful state for days and weeks, perhaps for months and years. This profound darkness into which his soul is plunged is unbroken except for a few days after each Confession; he then sins again, and remains in this state till his next Confession. Unhappy man! To live practically all his life in mortal sin, an enemy of God, without merits for Heaven, and in constant danger of being lost eternally.


Before Holy Communion

Of course, you would not think of going to Holy Communion after having committed a mortal sin and before going to Confession. St. Paul insists: 'Let a man prove himself first.' Let him go to Confession, and then partake of the Eucharistic Bread. Perfect Contrition is an efficacious, but at the same time an extraordinary, means of obtaining pardon—a means to be used when we cannot conveniently go to Confession, and we always have an opportunity of going before Communion. Still, we would do well to make an Act of Contrition immediately before Communion, to purify our souls more and more, and to receive more abundant fruits from this most holy Sacrament.

Again, the practice of making frequent Acts of Contrition is most advantageous for one who habitually lives in the state of grace. Apart from a special revelation from God, we cannot know for certain whether we are in His friendship or not; but every Act of Contrition lessens our anxiety on this point. Again, it often happens that we are in doubt as to whether we have given consent to a temptation or not. What are we to do? Examine our conscience? This is useless, for it will only bring back the temptation again, especially if against holy purity; and, moreover, we will never decide whether we have consented or not. No; make an Act of Perfect Contrition, as St. Francis de Sales was accustomed to do, and worry no more. And even if it were revealed to us that we are in the state of grace, Perfect Contrition would still be most advisable. Every act increases sanctifying grace in our souls, one degree of which is worth more than all the riches of this world. Each act cancels any venial sins that stain our souls, which, in consequence, increase in fervour and sanctity. Each act of perfect love remits some of our purgatory. What did Our Divine Saviour say to Mary Magdalen? 'Because thou hast loved much, much is forgiven thee.' If, in order to lessen our purgatory, we gain Indulgences, do good works, give alms, then the perfect love of God, which is the queen of virtues, merits the very first place among all the virtuous acts we perform.

Finally, every Act of Contrition strengthens our souls, and so increases our confidence of obtaining that greatest of all graces—the grace of final perseverance. What accumulation of graces does not this practice of frequent acts of Perfect Contrition obtain for us.


At the Moment of Death

But, if this practice is so important during life, it reaches the height of its importance at the moment of death, especially when death comes too suddenly to call the priest. Take the case when, some years ago, a fire broke out in a large tenement house and many were cut off from escape by the flames. Among these was a boy of twelve years, who, falling on his knees, loudly recited an Act of Contrition, and invited all to join with him. How many, perhaps, of those unfortunate victims owe their eternal salvation to that boy? Now, dangers surround us every day. You or I, which God forbid, may one day be the victim of an accident—a kicking or bolting horse, a motor-car out of control, a slip on a stairs, a fall off a tram or train, a falling tree—there are a thousand and one ways by which death may come suddenly. A stroke may come when we are at our work or at our meals—suddenly, when least expected. Someone may run for a priest, but he may not arrive in time. What are you to do? Immediately make an act of Perfect Contrition. Don't wait to see if the priest will arrive in time, but immediately repent for having offended and crucified so good a God. You will be saved. Perfect Contrition will be for you the Golden Key of Paradise.

But do not delude yourself with the thought that you will put off your repentance till the moment of death, and that then you will make an act of Perfect Contrition. Perfect Contrition is a grace given only to those of good will, and if anyone were to abandon himself to a life of sin with the hope of a death-bed repentance, he would find himself face to face with a Judge Who will say, 'You will seek Me, but you will die in your sins.'

Will I have sufficient time in case of a sudden death to make an Act of Contrition? With the grace of God, yes. It requires very little time, especially if during life you have made a practice of exciting yourself frequently; it is not necessary to say even one word. Besides, when death is imminent, instants seem like hours. The mind is very active, and, added to this, Almighty God will be most lavish with His graces at that supreme moment.

What irreparable evils are caused through ignorance at the time of an accident! People rush from every side to render assistance. Some begin to cry; everyone loses his head; one rushes for a doctor, perhaps another for a priest; someone calls for water and begins to apply first-aid remedies—and all the time the unfortunate victim is dying. No one has compassion on his soul—no one suggests an Act of Contrition. Should you ever be present at an accident, run quickly but calmly to the victim, give him a crucifix to kiss if you have one, and then slowly and clearly ask him to repeat with his heart what you are about to say. Then slowly and distinctly repeat an Act of Contrition, even though the dying man may not seem to hear or understand you. A soul that you may save in this way will be your crown in Heaven.

Do you know, dear reader, who will most naturally make an Act of Contrition when necessity arises? He, of course, who was most accustomed to make one every day, in every danger, after every sin, only such a one, when the occasion arises, will know how to manage quickly and swiftly the Golden Key of Paradise.


VI. WHEN SHOULD WE MAKE AN ACT OF CONTRITION?

Every Night

All you who have followed me thus far, I beg of you, for the love of God and of your immortal souls, to make this act every night before retiring. This I ask, not because you are obliged in conscience to do so, but because I know it is for your good. Do not tell me that daily examination of conscience and Perfect Contrition are good only for priest and religious; don't make the excuse that you have not the time, or are too tired in the evenings. For how long does it take to make an Act of Contrition? Half an hour? A quarter of an hour? No; a few minutes are quite sufficient. I suppose you say a few prayers before going to bed. Very well! Having finished these prayers, think for a moment or two as to what sins you have committed during the day—you will hardly need to think if you have fallen grievously, for such a sin will rise naturally to your remembrance—then slowly and fervently recite an Act of Contrition, preferably before a crucifix or picture of Our Lady. And then go to bed in peace, for you are at peace with God. Begin this very evening, and never omit this most excellent practice. Should you ever have the misfortune of committing a mortal sin, do not remain in this awful state for an instant—on the spot, or at least before going to bed, say an Act of Contrition, and then go to Confession when you can.

One day, dear reader, sooner or later, the hour of your death will come, and if, which God forbid, it comes suddenly, you now know the key with which to open Heaven. If you have been faithful in making frequent Acts of Contrition during life, I assure you that you will have both the time and the grace to make one at that supreme moment, and thus save your soul. And if you are given sufficient time to prepare for death, let your last prayer be an act of love towards God, your Creator, your Redeemer, and your Saviour—an act of sincere and perfect contrition for all the sins of your whole life. Then throw yourself with childlike confidence into the arms of Divine Mercy, for God will be for you a merciful and compassionate Judge.

And now I leave you. Read and re-read this little book. Get others to read it, and put into practice its precious lessons. Often repeat your Act of Contrition, a simple means, as you have seen, of obtaining pardon, the supreme and only means in case of necessity, a source of grace both during life and particularly at the hour of death—in short, 'THE GOLDEN KEY OF PARADISE.'


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If ever there was a time of necessity the time is now!


ACT OF CONTRITION PRAYERS

O my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee, and I detest all my sins because of Thy just punishments, but most of all because they offend Thee, my God, Who art all-good and deserving of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to sin no more and to avoid the near occasions of sin.

OR

My God, I am sorry for my sins with all my heart. In choosing to do wrong and failing to do good, I have sinned against you whom I should love above all things. I firmly intend, with your help, to do penance, to sin no more, and to avoid whatever leads me to sin. Our Savior Jesus Christ suffered and died for us. In his name, my God, have mercy.

OR

O my God, I am sorry for my sins because I have offended you. I know I should love you above all things. Help me to do penance, to do better, and to avoid anything that might lead me to sin. Amen.

OR

O my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended Thee: and I detest my sins most sincerely because they displease Thee, my God, Who art so deserving of all my love for Thy infinite goodness and most amiable perfections: and I firmly purpose by Thy holy grace never more to offend Thee.

OR

I love you Jesus, my Love above all things. I repent with my whole heart for ever having offended You. Never permit me to separate myself from You again. Grant that I may love You always. Then do with me what you will.

Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Q&A: "I'm in real trouble I'm in mortal sin; I have Sacrilegious thoughts; I stopped praying; I have lost hope etc."

 “Hello. I'm in real trouble. I'm in mortal sin. When I discovered about the Great Apostasy, I began to pray the Holy Rosary every day. But then something that never happened before began to affect me: sacrilegious thoughts started to just pop up in my mind. I did not want to have them, but even then they would come at any moment into my head. It began to affect my prayers. Everytime I tried to pray, these diabolical thoughts arose. I always had to stop the prayer to banish the thought as fast as I could. Then I began to doubt the effectiveness of my prayers, for hardly God, the Virgin and the saints would attend bad, interrupted prayers such as mine, especially with such horrible thoughts popping up in my head. One day, I was trying to pray the Rosary, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't go with that, not while those thoughts kept affecting me by making me feel ashamed and interrupting the prayer.

“I stopped praying and consequently I had felt dramatically. After some weeks, I had committed a mortal sin. Later, I had lost hope. I was thinking, "I'm going to hell anyway, what difference will it make to commit another venial or mortal sin?" Everything was going from bad to worse. I realized one thing during this time: the sacrilegious thoughts simply stopped. One day, I was reading about the so-called "final impenitence" and how death can come at any time. I was clearly in a state in which I could not be forgiven of my sins, so I tried to achieve the state of grace. At the first time I prayed again, the sacrilegious thoughts came at full strength. I was very ashamed of myself when I tried to pray a Hail Mary. As Our Lord said, when a demon leaves, he returns to his home with other seven demons worse than the first. And I fell again, and currently my heart is petrified. I can't feel contrition, not even attrition. I try to reflect on how I offend God, on His suffering, but it's empty. I try to reflect on Hell, but it does not scare me any more. I can't pray, due to the sacrilegious thoughts that will certainly return. I can't ask anyone to pray for me, because a saint would certainly ignore a prayer for someone who is in mortal sin. It's obvious that the petrified heart is the result of my impenitence: I got used to sin.

“But I did not die yet, after so many sins. If I died right now, I would go straight to Hell, and I would suffer intensely, for I denied God even though I had such a vivid knowledge of Him. I believe that if I am not dead yet, it's because I still have a chance of being saved, I just need to grab it and really fight to never fall again, because this may be my last chance.

But how do I do this?”

Jerome: Hi Erick. Thank you for contacting me. I will try to help you to the best of my abilities. May God’s blessing come upon you while reading this email and give you the light and hope that you are looking for.

If you think you are in mortal sin, then do all things possible to be forgiven and gain God’s friendship again. If you have a priest for confession, confess your sins and resolve never to offend God again with the same sin – and you will be forgiven. If you don’t have a priest, you can confess to any layman or even to me through email in order to get the sin out of you – and even if you can’t receive an absolution, the confession helps so much so that the devil’s power over you will be diminished and the friendship of God be found faster!

A holy angel spoke to the bride and said: “But what should the one who is full of the devil do, since the good Spirit cannot enter him who is full of evil? He should do three things: First, he should make a pure and complete confession of his sins. Even if he cannot directly feel a complete remorse for his sins due to his hardened heart, still the confession will benefit him so much that the devil ceases with his treachery and yields to the good spirit. Second, he should be humble and wish to amend for all the sins he has committed and do the good deeds he can, and then the devil will begin to leave. Third, he should beseech God with humble prayer in order that he may get the good Spirit back and have contrition for the sins he has committed along with true divine love, since the love for God kills the devil. This devil is so envious and full of malice that he would rather die a hundred times than see someone do God the least little good deed out of love.” (The Revelations of St. Bridget, Book 1, Chapter 54)

Also pray that the Holy Spirit may be given back to you. When a person commits a mortal sin, the Holy Spirit leaves and the Evil Spirit approaches instead. (By willfully committing deliberate venial sin, the Good Spirit also diminishes in a soul and gives way to the Evil Spirit). Also pray for the gift of tears, and try to cry for having offended to good God by your sins – when we cry genuine tears for our sins for the Love of God, we will feel forgiven and honest in our good will and love towards God and that we have done a good thing (i.e., crying for God’s sake and for having offended Him), and consequently, this will make us feel that we have gained back God’s friendship. Since we must have hope in God’s goodness and of being forgiven, it is always good to hope that we are forgiven instead of just living in fear and despair of not being able to be Saved. We must have peace in our souls (such as the peace found in God’s friendship and in the thought that He wants us good and that he desires to Save us) and if we lack this inner peace, it will be harder for God to work with us. Find peace first and have an intention of pleasing God in everything, and you will find God and forgiveness. The easiest way of finding peace is simply just to repent of the sins committed honestly along with an intention of not committing them again.

Some recommended prayers:






Do you want to give up all your sins for the love and friendship of God because you consider His friendship and love more important than your own will and attachment to sin? If you have such a disposition of pleasing God in everything and of pleasing Him more than yourself, consider yourself forgiven.

If you have a hard heart, pray for the grace of gaining a softer Heart for the Love of God – a heart that cares more about God and the things of God so that you will be thinking more of pleasing Him in your daily life. Remember this: even if you don’t feel any tears or sorrow at first, this in no way means that you are damned or that God won’t forgive you. Some people have harder to cry and “feel” sorrow, while others have easier. God sees your intention (i.e., if you have an intention of pleasing Him and better yourself), and judges you accordingly. Pray for a good death everyday and that you will die in His grace since this is the most important grace of all; without it, everything will be lost in the end!

Please continue to pray the Holy Rosary and other forms of mental or vocal prayers everyday, and do not let the devil or your own confusion deceive you into stop praying. (See http://www.catholic-saints.net/rosary/ for the information on How to Pray the Rosary). Without prayer you will infallibly be lost; and also, without spiritual reading, you might not save yourself. Prayer is more important than reading, but spiritual reading will help you stay focused on what to do in your spiritual life, and through reading, God will also be able to speak to your heart. Pray especially those prayers that speak to your heart and good desires, such as Prayers to the Holy Spirit, or Jesus Crucified or Jesus Merciful (meditating and thinking on the Passion of Jesus is the easiest way of finding the Love of God), or any prayer to the Holy Mother of God in order to gain Her protection and friendship. Those who are genuinely devoted to the Blessed Virgin Mary will never be lost, according to the unanimous teaching of theologians – and that is why we must never stop addressing and approach Her in our thoughts and desires. Please read these important articles on the Love of Mary and the Importance of Devotion to Her:




Do not let sacrilegious thoughts affect your prayer. Provided the thoughts are against your will and you do not agree with them and oppose them, they will only gain you more merit for the eternal life. Since Satan wants you to avoid approaching God in your thoughts and stop praying/meditating, he will tempt you for a while with this intention in mind with God’s permission. But this is only a test and provided you move forward in your spiritual life, these thoughts will be diminished and eventually go away. When Satan sees that he can’t make you fall with sacrilegious thoughts, he will instead focus on other temptations – such as sensuality, gluttony or pride. But this might not be something you have to worry about now or that affects you at present. But remember, when thoughts appear in your mind that are sinful and that you don’t agree with, such thoughts are not sinful in themselves and provided you reject them, you won’t be held liable or accountable for them. Also, the kind of life you live will also have an effect on the kind of thoughts you receive. If you live a bad life (if you live in deliberate venial sin or mortal sin) this will give the devil more power over you and hence, he will be able to tempt you more easily. The more you strive to live a holy life, the more will the devil’s power over you be diminished, and consequently, the bad thoughts become less and less.

However, even holy people and saints are not without temptations, and God often permits the devil to tempt even saints in order that their reward and crown in Heaven might be increased. When there is more fighting—there is more merit to gain.

I have written about temptations and bad thoughts previously and the reason for why they can appear and what to do about it. Please consult the following two articles for more help on the issue:



When bad thoughts appear, do not stop the prayer, just ignore the bad thoughts and put them aside gently. If you can’t put them aside gently, just try to ignore them and continue with your prayer. If you do so, you will gain immensely since when there is more fighting and combat in prayer, the reward and merit will be greater. Do not stop to pray and meditate because of bad thoughts or temptations. If you stop praying or meditating (i.e., if you flee from prayer) you let the devil win and you loose everything.

I remember the first time I read the Word of God in the New Testament. Every time I read the name of “God”, I got blasphemous thoughts in my mind. I did not know where these thoughts came from, nor did I agree with these thoughts, but it made me realize that something was happening. I did not let these thoughts get the better of me (with God’s grace, of course) and I continued to read the New Testament, and the sacrilegious thoughts eventually disappeared. What happened? Obviously, the devil was jealous and did not want me to continue reading, and so he tempted me with bad thoughts with the intention that I would perhaps stop reading or commit some sin. When people give in to bad thoughts – such as blasphemous thoughts – they might start to hate, and consequently they might feel a reluctance to continue reading and hence stop. That is why people who already hate God might not even start to read the New Testament or honestly think about God in their mind even in the first place. Had I not fought against my bad thoughts in the beginning of my conversion, I might have started to hate God instead.

When one prayer feels hard to pray, pray something else. It is better to pray something then nothing. Just praying the Hail Mary prayer without meditating on the mysteries of the Rosary is an immensely good and beneficial prayer by itself. (One don’t have to pray the Rosary in order to pray the Hail Mary prayer or the Our Father, but they can and should be said separately often during the day). I my self often just try to focus on the words of the Hail Mary prayer with the intention of pleasing the Blessed Virgin as much as possible. You can try to do the same if you have problems with praying, or if even this is hard for you, just pray the Hail Mary prayer faster without thinking much of the words, and you will also gain graces and help. If it is something I have noticed with the Hail Mary prayer is that it gives you good and holy thoughts, and also that it gives you insights into problems and issues you might want to fix in your spiritual or temporal life. I have not only noticed this my self, but also seen others testify to this effect. The Hail Mary prayers thus gives you tremendous graces, insights, good thoughts, and hope! So if you want hope, continue praying! Without prayer, you won’t have any hope of eternal life or of ever finding God. You might find “hope” in creatures, like atheists do, but this hope is false, and if your hope is not based on spiritual things, it won’t profit you anything for eternal life.

An email testimony about the Holy Rosary: “Due to your articles, I am now also praying the full 15 decades of the Rosary daily, in fact I had to reinvent my life, centering my daily routines around the Rosary. It was difficult at first, and unnatural, but as I persevered I started receiving incredible graces that I would have never imagined in my life, out of nowhere. I was shocked as to the coincidence of them as they started a few weeks after praying the Rosary and remained ever since! Currently I am reading your Padre Pio's book… Thank you Brothers, for the wonderful content and the effect it had on my life…”

Never say or think, "I'm going to hell anyway, what difference will it make to commit another venial or mortal sin?" It makes a tremendous difference! For by every new mortal sin committed, and especially if it is deliberate, a new Hell is created for yourself, so to speak. Also consider that God should be your best friend and hope for better things – why then offend Him more or think thoughts such as these against Him? What if your best friend made some offense against you, and instead of asking for pardon or thinking good of you for this mistake or offense, thought only of offending you more? Would this not be a strange, displeasing and offensive behavior from this so-called friend – and would it not make you feel sad and perhaps even justly angry with him? From this example one can see how wrong these thoughts are that you expressed. Please do not make your best friend sad by thinking of how to displease Him more!

Instead of thinking of displeasing God and sinning more against Him when one feels fallen or lost, one should instead consider and think thoughts like these: O my God and my Lord, even if I am damned I would still like to serve you and give you things (works, good deeds, charities etc.) and do things out of Love for you since you are worthy of this. Even if I am not saved and live a bad life, I will still try not to offend you deliberately with mortal or venial sin, and I will try to better my self. I might not live the best of life, but I will still try not to offend you with deliberate sins! I might fall or will into sins in the future because I am weak, but for the moment, I desire to please you and not sin anymore. And even should I go to Hell, I would like not to hate you there and if possible, even to love you! – I can promise you, if you think thoughts like this instead of thoughts on how to offend the good God more, all your despair and bad feelings against God will disappear – and you will feel hope and that the Good Spirit is approaching you. If you think good thoughts about God and yourself (i.e., hopeful thoughts), then God will think good about you and do good to you and give you all the graces necessary for saving your soul and feeling true joy and happiness in your life.

Also, if you feel bad, pray for the grace to feel happy! We can pray for anything that are not sinful or against God, but often we do not even think of praying for things like feeling happiness when being down etc. You can pray for anything, such as being the best friend of God and lover of God, to feel happiness, to gain wisdom, to gain the love of God, to gain charity and love of neighbor etc.

Please read the following important article that deals specifically with the issue of being forgiven one’s sins with or without priestly absolution – and what requirements and intentions are needed for being forgiven:


It is true that more demons will come to your soul and body provided you continue living in a bad will and in sin against the good God, but as fast as you change your will from sin, and start seeing hope and goodness in God, and you honestly consider how you will gain back God into your life, all the demons will be removed from you through God’s grace. Being in a state of grace is really all about intentions. What is your intention in life? To be God’s enemy, or His friend? If you want to be God’s friend, then God wants to be your best friend in return! Stop therefore to dwell on bad and negative thoughts about God and think instead of how you can be raised from the dead (mortal sin). Only if you don’t have an intention of serving God or avoid sin, should you rightly and justly dwell on such negative thoughts – such as that it will be impossible to be forgiven or feel repentance – because if one don’t want to be God’s friend or avoid sin, then one will be damned. But even if one is fallen so low as this, one should still not give up hope or fall into despair. As long as you wish to be saved, you can be saved and God will never abandon you, and He will remain with His Grace even until the last moment of your life.


If you need hope, please go to Our Blessed Lady, the Virgin Mother of God, Mary Most Holy. The Blessed Virgin Mary is God’s Grace to humankind for saving their souls easily. That is why Mary is called “Hope of the Despairing”, “Refuge of Sinners”, etc. Go to Her often, and especially when you wish and desire to gain back God’s friendship (or increase it when already had). One prayer from the Mother of God will gain back God into your life and it is not hard to gain the advocacy, friendship and love of Mary. All you have to do is to intend never to offend God again deliberately and to serve Him, according to your dispositions. That is all!

Please consult the following articles below that deals specifically on this topic. Read them all, since they will inflame your love for the Mother of God, Our Lady, Queen and Mistress. If you Love Mary, you Love God, and it is easier for many to love and approach Mary, since She is merciful and sweet. God is also merciful, but He is also just and Our Judge. But Mary is not Our Judge in this sense, and hence Her mercy and sweetness is more manifest and clear to many, since they don’t fear Her as they fear God.






You say you can’t ask anyone to pray for you! That is false! You must ask other people, and especially the Saints and the Virgin Mary, to pray for you when you feel down and in sin! How do you think you will rise up again otherwise after having fallen? By your own effort? Never! or through God’s Grace through His friends? Assuredly! If we can ask help from people on earth, then we can ask for help from our Heavenly family even more! Never forget that! The more sinful you are, the more help you need, and hence you should be asking all kinds of Saints – and especially those you are more attached to – too pray for you and help you to be Saved all the days of your life. Yes, if you are attached to some saint, try to find prayers that are addressed to them where you can specify requests that you want them to ask God for on your behalf. I will give you a few examples of such prayers from Most Holy Family Monastery:


And no, Saints do not ignore prayers of people in mortal sin! Provided you ask for help, however bad you are or however lost you feel, you will still gain some help and graces. Sure, the more hope and good will you have, the more graces you will receive. But it is not true to say that they will ignore you. Even with the weakest faith on earth or with no faith at all, you will still gain graces enough to save your soul, provided you only ask for help and want to be saved! You don’t have to ask everything from God all the time if you feel a hard time to approach Him, you can also go to the Saints and ask for their help – and they in turn will turn to the Blessed Virgin and beseech Her in your place, and She in turn will approach God with your request through the Saints. Even though all saints go to the Blessed Virgin, it is false to think that Saints should not be approached and prayed too also. Please start to pray the prayers from the link provided above, and you will notice an increase in spiritual strength and hope almost immediately. They are very powerful prayers from powerful Saints. Start to pray them everyday, I am not kidding you how much good they will do in your life. As for my self, they have done me tremendous good and often I have gained back all hope and confidence after having prayed them when feeling down or sad! Pray and you will see, pray and you will believe! If you do not pray, you will not see, and what is worse, you will loose even this grace (i.e., these prayers: http://www.mostholyfamilymonastery.com/catholicchurch/prayers-to-saints/)!

You say that if you died now you would go to Hell but that you are not yet dead and that there still is hope therefore for you and then you wonder how you can save yourself! I will give you the answer to this question! Please follow it! It is correct to say that as long as you are alive you can be saved. Never forget that! If you really want to know how to save yourself, please follow my advises on prayer, spiritual reading, and how to think positively about God and about yourself when feeling down or fallen. (Also see the post script below for more information on how to save your soul and lead a better and holier life). If you do so, you will be saved. Please also reread this email a few times if needed.

I hope this answers your questions, and that it has given you some hope and light. Never loose hope! If there is anything else, do not hesitate to contact me and I will try to help you to the best of my abilities.

Sincerely,
Jerome


P.S.

If you want to be a saint and glorify God as much as possible and become holy and pleasing to God, first and foremost you must get a good prayer life and do your ordinary tasks even better. That can be done easily. Please consult the following important articles, books/audio books/booklets on this very topic:






Please consult these articles, they are very good and important for the advancement of your soul.

Please see this blog below for important posts on prayer and other important topics concerning the salvation of our souls:

Also, please read these heavenly revelations, since they are one of the most important books today to read in order to break free from the world and start to love and fear God:

Also see:
1. The Great Apostasy and a counterfeit Church predicted in the New Testament and in Catholic Prophecy:


Also see these articles that deals more in depth with the Vatican II apostasy and the apostate antipope Francis:

An Antipope Francis video can be downloaded for free:

Also, one of the most important things you can read on our website is the following section:

But the whole article is good and should be read:


I hope you look into the material,
Thanks, and God bless.